Sigh ....a big one

After so much thinking I have decided to keep my job for one more year before starting doing the master in Medical Sciences which reqiures a full time student, and it's for a good reason. eventhough I was dying to start study this september, and I have been waiting for the program since I was at college, and now finally it's available, it seemed to me to be imposible to leave my job now, it's a nightmare but I need it for the time being, eventhough I hate everything about it, especially people there where I work, they've been a pain in the butt for a whole year, I'd bitched about them pretty much and I will keep bitching about them forever for I have never seen their likes in my life, you wouldn't believe me, I know, you should try dealing with them in person to understand what I'm talking about. don't worry, there will be so many posts about them in the coming months. I can write a book even. when I look back over my fisrt year, I really wounder how I could put up with them, the fact that I will be there again just freaks me out and puts me in depression, but there is no other choice for me. The past year has passed so qickly, and I have learned so many things, many things about humans nature, I used to know nothing before that, eventhough I though otherwise at the time, one more year will also fly as fast as the past year (i'm just trying to comfort my self), unlike the last year, I will know how to handle the psychos more than I did in my first year, I will not let them to put me down anymore. God I dunno why I would think of them now, it's ramadan, and I should not talk about them behind their backs this bad, but really I can't stop thinking, It's been consuming me alot, I've even deleted one of them who's in my BB messanger so I could just manage to stop thinking of work.

Anyways, I pray everything will be just fine with me, and what I have planned for will go as I have planned for! Ameeen